Missing!

A 28 year old mind. Last seen sometime in 2004. When asked what might had made her leave, friends said, she had suffered extreme lack of sleep. Also, answering thousands of questions a day and trying to figure out two year olds, finally got to her and she left her body alone and helpless. LOL! Seriously! I do feel that way sometimes. More so recently. The lack of sleep is the biggest factor. You need it so much to function in an sort of capacity. And it is not my baby keeping me up. It is my, soon to be, 3yr old. Isaak doesn't help but he at least has mercy and sleeps til 6am. Brett on the other hand is up at 4:30. So this has got to stop and change. Well, today is the day! I can take it no more. Now, let me say this...it has only been going on regularly for about 8 or 9mos. But for me that is long enough!!!!

Here's the plan. To try to convince my mind to return to me I have and am taking the following steps. The boys will be separated for an unknown period of time. They share a room...not anymore. Isaak will be moved to the front room. Brett will stay in the back room! The door nobs have already been turned around so I can lock them in at night and they can't go around the house waking everyone up! This includes baby Jack...their favorite to mess with. The toys will be divided between the two rooms and the train table is gone! (thanks for that advice, Sara) Also, if they decide to wake up early, even locked in their rooms, they will be napping by 11am.

They have made the first move to start this battle and I will win it! Or join my mind wherever she is! I cannot stand throwing a pitty party...I have set up my plan and will aply it. If it fails, I will adjust. I love them, but this cannot happen. Please keep me in your thoughts...I am going up against two wild jungle monkeys that leave things in shreds behind them. Mom... I love you and will never be able to apologize for all the things I put you through growing up but I will try until one of us is no longer here! LOL! Really, I'm sorry!